I had the stupidest reason for delaying this; I overslept again, two successive days! This time for 7 hours. It was dumb, I woke up normally 8.30 like I had planned, but I had brain fart that I should get still 15 minutes of more sleep. Right, like I can wake up to that.
But today I'm starting again, hopefully. Ironically after that "Uberman Mentality" post I've started to have regrets and had some thoughts on giving up. My life is a mess after all right now.